Somehow I bother myself by thinking how we ended up such a mess. Are our mistakes and flaws more important than our love?
E, maybe it’s too late. But I’m sorry. I never expected that I would be this stuck on you, or anything related to you. I’m sorry..
I’m sorry for hurting you and being sarcastic everytime you get closer to me.
I’m sorry I ignore you, and told you I didn’t even need you.
I’m sorry I never followed what you want. Simple one, but I’m too egoistic to keep my opinions hung up too high.
I’m sorry I’m still hoping you would come back.
I’m sorry if my tears still fall while our memories turned into backwards mode.
I’m sorry for everything I left unexplain.
I’m sorry I want you to get hurt as much as I am.
I’m sorry everytime I prayed, I’m hoping for your karma to work on you immediately, hardly.
I’m sorry if your name again that I mention when I am in trouble. The one I’m looking for to calm me down and be there for me.
I’m sorry I still stalk your timeline, blog, personal message, etc. just to know how’s your life.
I’m sorry I used to be the person that easily surrender on us. I regret it the most.
I’m sorry I’m moving on to someone else. Who currently makes me realize that you won’t gonna be changed.
I’m sorry we were not any perfect.
I’m sorry for ruined your school’s life. I never meant to destroy anything you should’ve fought for.
I’m sorry, E.
I’m sorry if I loved you too much.
I’m sorry if I expected you to feel the same thing as mine.
I’m sorry if I’m quite imperfect, not as beautiful as you wished for, not as smart, or even rich. I’m me.
I’m sorry if I missed you and all I do is cried, not telling you.
I’m sorry E, for everything.
I’m sorry for the goodbyes, hurting words, surennders, longings, flaws, broken hopes, and undeliver cares.
The sinner,
Uli.
Posted 11th September 2012.
